yesterday i took down the indoor lights,xmas decorations etc. then went mad,lol washed curtains,cleaned and dusted right through house. was bloody filthy,builders who did door ( builders?? hmmmm no comment lol) made some mess,oh dear. put lights and decs away,up corner in mums bedroom,and now house is clean and tidy again. hopefully when they come and change door there wont be lot mess. not bet on that lol now,today ive suffered,back is killing me,and my MS has decided to move up a gear.really feel down,pain is getting bad.legs,neck,shoulder all aflame tonght. but hey,i got clean house lol
made appointment to see GP monday morning, need to discuss what tablets to take,whether to continue takig the one im on or if something better for me. still in shock i think. mum gets worried,says i'm in dream sometimes.feel as though i am. and the thing that worries me most?? how i will cope if i get worse. been feeling bad now for some time,now i know why. and it's scary. always been as active as my back has allowed,but now? i cant walk down to local shop without being in agony,no wonder i put on weight.
does this sound self pitying??? does rather,and i apologise. let's be positive now. at least mums toe seems to be healed,i no longer dress it,and it;s looking lot better,she seems to be getting about on it lot better too.one less worry anyway.well.better go to bed had bad night last night,woke 3am with shoulder and leg pains. at least,you never alone on here, our american cousins are 5 hours behind us,well florida is,and i had good game poker for an hour.lol nice cup of tea,went back bed 5,30, woke at 7.15. no tracy today,ha day off so was ok. take care all.