took wreath,and some more holly to my dads grave today,and put holly and ivy on grandparents. looking round churchyard, the different wreaths looked nice on the graves,some were obviously expensive,others more simple,some home made like mine. all got one thing in common, remembering a loved one at christmas. this is a sad time of year for those who have recently lost someone dear,and i feel for them. im feeling very down, i started this blog,because i wanted to give a glimpse into what being a carer is,seem often to have gone off the rails,but i asked for a carers assessment over 5 months ago,last i heard,was going to be another 8 weeks. that was up last week,so i emailed the ladies office who does them,but,guess what? due to illness,staff shortages,cutbacks, acts of god,it will now be the new year. sometime.
i have a hospital appointment this friday,with the neurologist who is treating me,hopefully he will have the answer as to whether i do have MS,or if it's a viral infection of the spinal chord. i had a lumbar puncture last year,which was supposed to answer that,but i been told its "inconclusive",which is really annoying because i would not have gone through with it,if i had known. oh well,sure they know what they are doing, after all.it's only been 7 years since symptoms started. lol
will keep you all posted, car goes in thursday,for tracking. cutting the inside of my front tyres. same day,housing trust health n safety,and contractors foreman.are coming about bathroom door.so,hope wont take long. dont know when i will write another blog. get xmas over with, take care all