yesterday was cold,but sunny,really windy after all the rain we had night before. as my outside xmas lights were now so dry,wind had dried them nicely,i decided they were coming down. we've hardly had them on,1) bloody dear to run them,electric is so dear, and 2) they knock my broadband connection out.!!!! weird,i use an anti spike device to protect computer,but switch on the big rope lights,i lose aol connection. anyway,they all down,stored in summer house until i decide where to put them.won't be going up in loft again,i can't manage to lift them up. a friend usually comes over,but he's no longer around.
inside window lights are still up,going to take those down tuesday, they've looked nice,and being static,dont interfere with aol. oh well,that was xmas. roll on the new year. mums toe still hurting,but least the infection is gone, not dressing it now.
i was asked by a reader of my journal,am i going to change it now? will i change it to 1 about having MS,and how it affects my life? i answered that im not an MS sufferer who is a carer i am a carer who has MS. the MS is just part of me now, my mum comes first. this person also asked,what will happen to your mum if you get worse? how will you cope? can you cope? i don't know is the honest answer i really just don't know. i do know,mum is so worried for me.and my friends. between us all,im sure i will find a way. take care all.